~Hellsplumber

I've reached 5000 pageviews!
Thanks to the usual gang, and the new visitors/watchers
Just thought Id mention, when I posted my 3000 page views journal, it was Apr 25th, almost exactly 2 months ago XD
I MIGHT do a pic for it since its a nice number, but I gotta think of somethin first

Anyway, thanks to everyone
Exept you, you know who you are ¬¬

Oh yeh, I've sorta got a new drawing style
Its still bein worked on tho but A few of you have seen it
It takes longer to draw that the origional style but its alot more pose-able

Bye! XD

With the constant threats from my parents about college, school, work, bills etc, I realise that to most people im just an inconviniance. Just some waste of space that adds to bill, takes up room and brings dissapointment. Like today, I missed 1 day of college and my mum wakes me up with the usual insults and sayin how her and my dad are gonna kill me if i fail bla bla bla.
But I dont care if they do kill me anymore, would take alot of preassure off me and probably cheer a few people up in the process. Ive actually been thinkin of ways to die, from DIY to accidental building collapse XD
But I know none of those will happen.
Anyone who knows me will think im pretty out of character with this but I always feel it inside, I just never say it. But I felt like it today.
The worst part is that I know its probably just going to get worse as life goes on. And I gotta go to college in a few hours and pretend everythings ok once more -_-".
But the aim of this Journal is to get this out in the open, not to go makin other people feel sh*t too. So dont,k? =]
Really...dont ¬¬

Well Im back from my holiday
I see Racc diddent wreck my page as much as I thought he would

As youd guess, on holiday I had alot of free time so I drew alot
So I now have a new character, an animation in the works, and 4 new pics that I actually like
So I can draw again, and a lil better than before too
Hopefully this time I wont forget how to draw XD
Expect the pics on here soon

Also, my new character needs a name
Youl see her on here soon so any suggestions would really help =]

Got some computerizin to do now, cya XD

Well I decided to do this quiz...
This should give you all a lil more info about me
Prepare to learn, or go blind from too much reading
Either way, boredom will follow this message
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[ ] = No
[-] = Kinda
[x] = Yes
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Info
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[ ] I am shorter than 5'4:
__________________About 5'9 I think?

[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes:
__________________Gah! XD

[x] I have many scars:
__________________One on the back of my left hand from my cat, one on my left lil
__________________finger from a saw, one on my right arm from a PC moniter in 6th
__________________form and one ontop of my left foot from a glass bowl

[x] I tan easily:
__________________When I'd go on holiday durin school I'd have to use the excuse
__________________that I was ill because they wouldent let you out of school __________________otherwise. But it sort of gave it away when I came back with a __________________tan

[ ] I wish my hair was a different color
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[-] I am self-conscious about my appearance:
__________________If I look really bad, like when Im walkin against the wind to __________________college

[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles

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Family/Home Life
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[x] I've sworn at my parents:
__________________Sometimes they deserve it

[-] I've run away from home:
__________________I want too
__________________We have a caravan thats kept at a relatives house. I wanna live __________________in there a few weeks, see what its like

[ ] I've been kicked out of the house
[x] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old
[-] I want to have kids someday:
__________________Not right now, but puttin no dosent seem right coz you never
__________________know how things will turn out

[ ] I've lost a child

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School/Work
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[ ] I'm in school
[x] I'm in college:
__________________I added this option for us college peoplez
__________________Arent I clever? XD

[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework
[x] I've missed a week or more of school:
__________________Only for holidays, I dont really get ill
__________________Yeh, be afraid

[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year:
__________________Least I think I did
__________________Im not stupid, but when it comes to writing it all down on paper I __________________fail

[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

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Embarrassment
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[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry
[x] I've peed from laughing:
__________________I should add, not right now XD
__________________Those where some funny times

[-] I've snorted while laughing:
__________________I did, but it was on purpose for laughs

[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried:
__________________Yeh, was in high-school though I cant remember why
__________________Some more times after that tho obviously

[-] I've glued my hand to something:
__________________Glued my fingers together with super-glue before

[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

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Health
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[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed
[ ] I had a serious surgery
[ ] I've had chicken pox
[ ] I've had measles

Like I said, I dont really get ill

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Traveling
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[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day:
__________________I cant drive

[x] I've been on a plane
[x] I've been to Canada:
__________________Yeh, and I wanna stay there T~^

[ ] I've been to Mexico
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls:
__________________Got stranded there too due to lack of busses XD

[ ] I've been to Japan
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[x] I've been to Europe:
__________________Sadly, I live there -_-"
__________________Been to Spain alot tho

[ ] I've been to Africa

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Experiences
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[ ] I've gotten lost in my city
[x] I've seen a shooting star
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower:
__________________Lay in the middle of a road on holiday and watched it

[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas:
__________________Once to my birthday party when I was a lil raccoon XD

[-] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator:
__________________I think so, on holiday. Me and 2 others pressed em all together
__________________and ran in the hotel XD
__________________So technicaly, I diddent

[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] I've been to a casino
[ ] I've been skydiving
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping
[x] I've played spin the bottle:
__________________Yeh, it was alot more boring that I'd imagined

[-] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour:
__________________Not measured but probably, its the main thing I drink XD
__________________Tho I drink coke it its sunny, sorta a tradition?

[ ] I've crashed a car:
__________________Cant drive

[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play:
__________________Only the primary school plays that they forced me to be in
__________________I hated that ><

[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace:
__________________I hate myspace, Deviantart is MUCH better
__________________*waits for complimentary subsciption* =/

[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue:
__________________Amazing, I know!

[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night:
__________________Sometimes the best company is yourself

[ ] I've played chicken
[x] I've played a prank on someone:
__________________Ehehehehehe...

[x] I've ridden in a taxi:
__________________Im such a rebel! XD

[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been snowboarding

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Relationships
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[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship:
__________________::
__________________Aint that secrety? XD

[ ] I'm engaged
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship

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Sexuality
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[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler:
__________________I guess so? XD

[ ] I've been kissed in the rain
[ ] I've hugged a stranger
[ ] I have kissed a stranger:
__________________Anyone else find that odd?
__________________Though I was kissed by a stranger on a school trip once O~O

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Honesty/Crime
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[-] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't:
__________________My dad made me promise not to use the laptop at night, but it
__________________was one of those promises that they force on you so it diddent __________________count
__________________I also promised I wouldent kill myself but Im keepin that one

[-] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't:
__________________Cant remember a time but I probably have

[ ] I've snuck out of my house
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[-] I am keeping a secret from the world:
__________________Guess so, its a secret for someone

[-] I've cheated while playing a game:
__________________Yeh, but then told them afterwards
__________________I cant help it, other wise they wont know for the rest of their
__________________ life o_o
__________________That thought kills me ><

[-] I've cheated on a test:
__________________Yeh, but it was one of those that dosent matter. Basicaly,
__________________everyone in the class skipped every question because it tells
__________________you the answers at the end XD

[ ] I've run a red light:
__________________I STILL dont drive XD

[ ] I've been suspended from school
[-] I've witnessed a crime:
__________________Sortof, I was with a friend when he decided to steal, after I
__________________made him promise he wouldent while I was with him -_-"

[ ] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested

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Drugs/Alcohol
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[x] I've consumed alcohol:
__________________Im a rebel!
__________________Though I now know I hate the stuff XD

[ ] I regularly drink
[ ] I've passed out from drinking
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them
[ ] I've eaten shrooms
[ ] I've popped E
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous
[ ] I've done hard drugs
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed
[ ] I take anti-depressants
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it:
__________________I wake up, look at the clock, think "theres nothin to do" and go __________________back to sleep
__________________Did I mention I have living here more than you can imagine?

[-] I've hurt myself on purpose:
__________________Um, a couple times, that thing where you bite your own hand in __________________anger XD

[ ] I've woken up crying:
__________________No, but I've slept crying

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Death and Suicide
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[-] I'm afraid of dying:
__________________If I died painlessly in my sleep, then I wouldent even know. But I __________________am afraid of dying painfully =s

[ ] I hate funerals:
__________________Luckily, I haven't had to go to one yet =/

[ ] I've seen someone dying
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide
[ ] I've planned my own suicide:
__________________I was very depressed at one point of my life and wanted to die. I __________________used to think everyone wanted to for some reson
__________________Even now tho, I still dont really like living
__________________Its alot of work, but it has up sides XD
__________________"I dont want to die, but I aint keen on living either"
__________________Dont get all depressed because of me now tho o_o

[ ] I've attempted suicide
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself

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Materialism
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[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player:
__________________I have an MP3 player but I dont use it. I use my PSP or laptop for __________________music. It has more memory, plus games

[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece:
__________________Oh ofcourse ^^
__________________Not >_>

[ ] I own something from Hot Topic
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun
[ ] I collect comic books
[ ] I own something from The Gap
[x] I own something I got on e-bay:
__________________Ah, many things
__________________My fave being my graphics tablet
__________________Anyone who knows me should know that XD

[ ] I own something from Abercrombie:
__________________From what? o_o Sounds like a disease?

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Random
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[-] I can sing well:
__________________I think so at times XD

[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant:
__________________Now why would someone do that? o_o

[x] I open up to others easily:
__________________Depends who. If I trust them, and im a good judge of
__________________character
__________________If I trust you, feel privilaged XD

[-] I watch the news:
__________________If its on the TV and its something interesting, I leave it on

[-] I don't kill bugs:
__________________Not unless their stoppin me from sleeping,bite or its really __________________annoying><

[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme:
__________________Their actually funny XD

[ ] I curse regularly
[ ] I sing in the shower
[ ] I am a morning person:
__________________LMFAO XD
__________________A what person? XD

[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar:
__________________When you live with Racc, you cant be
__________________Racc: dun bring meh into thiz >_>

[ ] I am a sports fanatic:
__________________Nononononono

[ ] I twirl my hair
[-] I have "x"s in my screen name:
__________________No, but for the next few days I will in my MSN name because of
__________________this

[-] I love being neat:
__________________Sometimes I guess

[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue:
__________________Mines Red

[ ] I've worn pajamas to school
[ ] I like Martha Stewart
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love:
I dont get it o.o

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS:
__________________No? o_o
__________________Racc: YeS! TyPe LiEk ThIz! X3

[-] I laugh at my own jokes:
__________________Sometimes I get really funny things to say in my head about __________________something and it makes me laugh XD

[-] I eat fast food weekly:
__________________If you mean KFC etc, no
__________________Though microwave stuff, yeh

[x] I believe in ghosts:
__________________Yeh, for resons I wont tell ya

[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
[-] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room:
__________________Not if its over my bed, but then I just move it somewhere else in
__________________the room

[ ] I am really ticklish
[x] I love white chocolate:
__________________Yes! 8D
__________________I even had white chocolate flavour milkshake once
__________________I miss it so much T~T

[ ] I bite my nails
[X] I play video games:
__________________The cake is a lie...
__________________The cake is a lie...
__________________The cake is a lie...
__________________The cake is a lie...
__________________The cake is a lie...

[ ] I'm good at remembering faces:
__________________Afraid not

[ ] I'm good at remembering names:
__________________Nope

[ ] I'm good at remembering dates:
__________________Nu uh

[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life:
__________________Makin games would be good though highly unlikely =/
__________________I currently make Flash games for sites, If anyone wants one
__________________Moving to USA or Canada seems good too

Well, hope I diddent kill anyone with boredom
Hope someone reads this, though I doubt anyone has 12 hours to spare XD
Um...hope you liked it
Any you might even have learned something

Its finally here XD
My new tablet
Not a single scratch, better late than never
So now I gotta learn how to draw without paper
So, just an update to let you know
Um...bye!

PS
I've Been Practisin
Tis Fun XD